it's been like that for the past few weeks. i know i'll never get back the sleep i've lost. it's like it's boring to sleep, even when i'm feeling exhausted. perhaps i'm so tired i can't sleep. bryan's back in school -strepp and chicken pox no more- but i'm still beat. good thing i don't work tonight.

so what am i doing online? well, just can't sleep, so must do something useful with my time.

MT-Medic... one word: lifesaver.

Stuck? Get it. It will get you unstuck quick. Woo-hoo! Thanks Stepan Rhea. :thumbsup

i'm feeling better, actually, just dark and loud <--- hence Linkin Park. very fitting. hmmm. if i had to choose a color to describe how i feel right now it would definitely be black. stinkin' menses. don't take me wrong, they're a blessing... and a bitch, and all too often downright nasty.

so many moods, so little time.

... as i try to iron out the wrinkles in my CSS, while fighting thru my PMS solely on Percogesic, M&M's, and coffee.

:dozey if you have something you think might cheer me up, it will be most welcome. if not, [-... ..- --. --- ..-. ..-.]

... again.

1. What was the last song you heard?

Faint - Meteora, Linkin Park

2. What were the last two movies you saw?

Geez...
LOTR Two Towers
LOTR Fellowship.
Nope, sad but true, I still haven't seen the last. *groan*

3. What were the last three things you purchased?

Starbucks - Venti Soy Extra Hot with Whipped White Mocha - so yummy!
Frida Soundtrack
Slammin' Pendant (the blue moonstone, that's mine. You rock, Paisley!)

4. What four things do you need to do this weekend?

Take care of my child, he's got the chicken pox... :sick
Work
A web design for one sweet mama... you know who you are.
Paint

5. Who are the last five people you talked to?

Athena
Kandi
Teresa
Debbie
... all work related.

and Kristen... yes, a very amusing conversation with my 4 yr old. She wanted to know why she doesn't have the pox, and why I spend so much time on the phone with work related issues when I'm not working today, because I'm off to spend the time with her and Bryan. Good questions, specially that last one. Interestingly enough, my answer didn't satisfy her inquiry. *sigh*

OK, I have so much to update on I don't know where to start. So I found this, and I'm rolling with it. (The update will have to wait. ;o) )

What was...

1. ...your first grade teacher's name?

Her name was Ms. Fortunash. Nice lady, but I was a rotten lil girl. Yup, I remember my mom in tears as the Ms. Fortunash told her what an unruly little girl I was, and how she couldn't bear work with me. A week later, she took leave --I never saw her again. What I remember most of first grade? Sitting at the corner of the room, sticking pencils, crayons and what-have-yous in the tiny holes on the board.

2. ...your favorite Saturday morning cartoon?

Candy... yup, my first Manga cartoon. I've been searching for the series ever since. Email me if you know what I'm talking about.

3. ...the name of your very first best friend?

Sherry Dyer - wonderful friend. We kept in touch right onto our teenage years, then she moved to CA and we lost touch. I never got her addy when she moved; sudden thing, family matters is the last I heard. *sigh* I'll miss her always. She lived right across my building, 7th floor, and we'd hang out together every day. It was the first friend my mom actually took me to visit.

4. ...your favorite breakfast cereal?

Cap'n Crunch - forever will be. Now they even have Crunch Berries. YUM!

5. ...your favorite thing to do after school?

watch cartoons, draw cartoons, play with playdoh. nope, I hated Barbie, and still do to this day. I had a few 'babies', but playing with my brother was much more entertaining. kewl, this brings back memories...

okie... you go try the friday five.