it's been like that for the past few weeks. i know i'll never get back the sleep i've lost. it's like it's boring to sleep, even when i'm feeling exhausted. perhaps i'm so tired i can't sleep. bryan's back in school -strepp and chicken pox no more- but i'm still beat. good thing i don't work tonight.

so what am i doing online? well, just can't sleep, so must do something useful with my time.