So today has been one of my low days this month. Yup, it's actually been a while since my depression kicked in. Drugs only make it worse, because I get prescribed the large doses which do nothing but deliver all the side effects. No thanks. Three doctors in my family and not one can help me. And oh, they've tried. So have many others. That's why I don't do drugs. I even delivered both my children without epidural, IV or anything. I've found other resources which have worked well for me, mostly alternative/integrative therapies. But even so, I get my blue days, like today.

This afternoon, however, I received negative news from my little princess' teacher. My little princess did something that little princesses shouldn't do. Seems they were throwing food at lunch time, two little girls, only mine didn't respond when they called her attention. I hear two other people, a teacher and a Dean of who knows what (something to do with behavior) spoke with my lil princess and asked her to behave. Well, she didn't like all that went on, and decided that throwing her lunch tray on top of the other girl would somehow send the adults her message. Five year old lil princess on a short fuse.

*sob*